Day 2

Since I have you anyway, I thought I might write everything what is a bit ‘exciting’ in my life. Starting today with my little sister almost having her fourth boyfriend and men he is cute. He got red hair. I love red. (natural red hair that is)

She send me a picture of him with the message: New Hawtie soon to be mine smex XP If you are wondering why she texted me instead of telling it to me face to face. It’s because my dad runs a boxing school. And one f those world champions boxing was trained under my dad’s boxing school. My dad personally trained him, so you might understand that we’re pretty rich. Maybe too rich. Well, if you ask my dad there is no such thing as ‘too rich’. Anyway he lives in a huge grey mansion with the other family members. I guess you could say that we’re a sort of ‘clan’. It’s not very common these days, but there are some other clans too. But I don’t think you are interested to hear about them.

Nevertheless since my dad and ‘brother’ hate me and the rest of my family doesn’t know I exist or pretends too. I decided to sort of live on my own. Of course my dad wouldn’t allow me because he was afraid I would dirty our family so I got a tiny grey house for myself in the huge backyard. It’s probably the size of your bedroom or living room. It got only 2 chambers. One is the bathroom and the other is the living room mutually with the bedroom and kitchen. I don’t have a shower so I have to walk everyday a half an hour to go to the mansion and back just to take a shower. Except for food, electricity, school and water I have to pay for everything by myself.

Even though I miss my little baby sis I’m also glad I got the room. I like being alone at times. Because if I’m alone I don’t get the idea that everybody ignores me or doesn’t know I excist because there is simply no one to ignore me. Plus I prefer silence. Weird huh? I said that I was so lonely and sad and that no one really talks to me and here I am writing that I like being alone. I guess I’m just weird or crazy. You know, I think I’m one of those people who don’t need much attention but the little attention they want they just don’t get.

I know I am writing this late but I just can’t sleep I never can sleep at this time; maybe I have insomnia or something? Some how the time doesn´t match on this thing! So right now it is 01:03 AM

Day One: Grey

That's the color of my life and it always will be. Walking through the school like an inconspicuous grey mouse. I have a sad life as some people call it. My mother died in a mysterious way at a young age, my dad ignores me and my adopted brother is angry with me for some unknown reason. It doesn't matter how many times I apologize he won't forgive me. He used to be different though.
Besides, ask anyone except my family (and even many of them) if they know some one called Mist and they think you talk about the weather. So grey am I. So unnoticeable. Even my name suits me, Mist, it hinders your sight but other than that it doesn't mean a thing to you. The only time people talk to me is when I'm standing in the way. Really pathetic, huh?
I really hate to talk about myself and prefer to listen to others. Well, actually only my little sister talks to me. She is a few years younger than me and she already has had 3 boyfriends and they were HAWT!
Also, I keep people at distance. I hate to talk because I always have the idea I´m going to say something stupid. As a result I stutter a lot and I'm offended very easily therefore I say unnecessary mean things. if somehow, the world's weirdest senario, anyone approachs me, I trip or do anything else stupid to make him/her leave as soon as they come.
I'm not very pretty. Not that I am planning to do anything about it. I mean I do have big 'boobs' size 34D, but that doesn't mean I'm going to show it. I wear my brother's clothes which make me look fat and no cute at all. My black hair is always up in pigtails, because that is just so much easier then to wear it loose and let it get entangled. Because then I have nice and shiny long hair but the only time I can strut around with it is in the girls powder room just a second after I've finished brushing. Well, that sounds lovely right? With some L'eau des toilets as an extra for the special aroma effect. My eyes are plain grey and somehow I'm always pale like I'm sick or something.
I don't have any girl related hobbies. I love gaming it's my obsession, passion and my life. It's the only thing that keeps me sane. Saying that indicates my sanity. I do have other hobbies like, soccer, painting, climming trees and so on. But nothing beats gaming. Not even soccer.
Knowing that I am not special in any way and have no social life to worry about why in the world would I get a blog? Or more important who would read it?